Another phase of life....

Exams are finally over... I believed *cross my fingers*

Like I mentioned in my previous post, I do not know what my path will be ahead of me. There's no concrete plans as to what's gonna happen in the next few months, but most probably we will continue to search for a job while at the same time packing our stuff to go home. Sometimes I don't even know what I want to do exactly. Do I want to work in Melbourne, or do I want to go home? I think I will really miss Melbourne and the friends that we have here if I were to go back, but if I stay, I will also miss my family. Sigh... Life is all about decision making.... At least when we were young, we have our parents to rely on to make decisions for us, but when we grow up we've got to make decisions ourselves. As for myself, I do reckon that Nic is the one making decision on how my life should be. In that case, should I be thankful that at least I do not have to worry much, or should I be upset because I am not really doing what I want to.. See, its just so contradicting.. I do envy people who can do whatever they want, but at the same time I am thankful for whatever that has been given to me. Honestly, not many people are as fortunate as I am. At the very least, I am worry-free..

Well anyway, we shall see how it goes.. my usual saying "what's meant to be, will be"!

So meanwhile, just enjoy while I can. I can so foresee how my future will be like.. Step into the workforce, get married, start a family and then a FULLSTOP. Maybe that's what everybody else is experiencing too.

Alrighty.. that's all for today. Sometimes I really do have much to express, but it may not be that convenient after all since blogging doesn't really protect my privacy. Its probably just a good way for me to jolt down what is 'memorable' for myself, so that a few years down the road, I can still look back and have a good laugh or even 'evaluate' how my life has been and see if there's any room for improvements. lol...

Anyway tomorrow is Sunday, so we will go church, gym and maybe a round of home poker game. :)

tata~